Humans start out with nothing. It's our amazing ability to create each other that makes us a unique species. We learn from each other and that is how we create outselves. No two people have the exact same encounters, and that makes none of us exactly the same. As we grow we learn to manipulate our experiences to create ourselves. We act differently around different people for an ideal outcome.

We all look for something to become, something to justify our existence and our worth to ourselves. In that value we find the strength to be secure in ourselves while we and everything around us are in a constant state of change. To maintian our security we set our own boundaries. It eases our minds.

Humans cannot exist alone. We need others to assure ourselves that we exist. Being alone causes us to question our existence. Without anyone else, we do not know ourselves because we have nothing to compare to.

We all were once individual molecules and elements, before we came together to separate ourselves from each other. In that we created a reality and boundaries. When you get down to it, every living creature is fundamentally the same.

The problem with separating ourselves and creating 'bodies' is they only last for a period of time. When they can no longer function we have nothing to hold onto and become one again. This gives us a sense of time as structure is not infinite. Without structure or separation, are we infinite? I wonder, why did we become limited? Boredom? But without sense of time that does not exist. Are we actually simplifying instead of evolving? I suppose it's all a matter of perspective, which would not exist without structure.

I'm terrible at expressing my thoughts and feelings with words.

Oh Eva, why do you prompt me to write such jibberish?